Life...sometimes

Thursday, September 12, 2002

I am the spots you see all around if you cough too hard...

Just doing it
Someone told me the other night that they admired me b/c I never seem to do anything for myself...how I always do things for other people. Having difficulty accepting the compliment, I said, "Thank you," see, I'm working on it...and I was very flatterred. But is there such a thing as doing too MUCH for other people and not doing enough for yourself? I don't even know exactly what that means, but what if you get tired, and I mean physically tired(more like exhausted), of doing them...is it then your RIGHT to be selfish and do some stuff for yourself? But what if you're still needed? I guess that's why you pray to God for strength. Well, God, please...grant me the strength that i need to carry on... But I think it IS important to make sure you are okay before taking on the world...and a little @ a time is better than none...so take it where and when you can...

Get In Shape
I think I've been eating too much on our free lunches for training...goodness, and other than basketball, I haven't been working out consistently...I haven't even been able to do my 6-pack routine 3 times in one week yet...just once a week...i guess that's why it's always sore...it never gets a good workout. Speaking of working out and being in shape...I hate having Men's Fitness mags all around the apt...I'm always walking around and all of the sudden I'll stumble upon a mag w/ this freakin buff ass guy on the front page, saying, "Shooooot, don't you WISH you looked like this?" and I proceed to feel all fat and nasty...not totally fat...but definitly not good....so I read and become obsessive about looking good and feeling good...and then it stops being a "Shooooot, don't you WISH you looked like this?" type of thing whenever I see it lying on the ground but a, "DROP AND GIVE ME 100!!!" kind of thing....freakin Men's Fitness...

Strong enough
You know what's weird? This...
When you get sick, you're immune system fights and builds anti-bodies and crap like that to fight an ailment should it ever return...so basically you're body gets a little stronger to fight incoming sickness...but when you sprain or break something, why is it that it gets weaker? So it get's easier to hurt it again and again...that's whack...you'd think the outside of your body would be stronger w/ pain as the inside...oh well...

Appreciation for the day
-Friends who come over and watch FRIENDS and help you and your roomie clear the fridge of all unwanted alcohol...
-Friends who go out of their way to give you confidence
-E-mail
-Football Pools

"In life, there is but one road...experience."

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